freeforming

Why is my soul so distrub? What am i searching for. I don't want to be here right not. Don't want to deal with life, kids, finance, friends, marriage and so on. I just want to be left alone. Am i depress ? Yes. i just want to be left alone and sulk in my misery. Why am i'm here? What am i supose to be doing? I can not answer any of these question. I'm so sick and tired of life right now. I know others have it far worst than me but damn i hate this feeling. What am i here for. I wish i can come to some resolve of my mind, some comfort. My soul is so not well right now. What is it i'm searching for, what is it i'm searchin g for. Why can't i be happy. I feel like running away and just been by myself. Iwish i can go to a resort and spend a whole month just recapture what it is i need to make me feel better. I just need time alone. I need time alone...

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