Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a way to bring in the new years. I found out my husband of five years have been living a lie. Our marriage is a complete lie.This is someone whom i gave my whole heart to. Someone i entrust my feeling to. Som,eone i lay down and give my body too. How in the hell can you be with someone and not love them. Our marriage didn't mean shit to him. I ask hin before we got married was he sure i'm the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with. I let you into my heart nad my kids heart. If you knew that you love Donica why not seek her out and find her. I'm at the point that i'm thinkin g about leaving. How can i share my body with you and your mine is someone else. I have cried and cried and i know that i'll cry again. Becasue i turely love him. I don't trust him. All the shit i do and go thru with him. I deserve so much better. But they say you get treat the way you teach people to treat you.

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