lie

Why must you lie to me why must you not be honset with yourself!!!!!!!!!!!You want me to belief you didn't write the letter or sent it. Wheather you didn't or not you thought it. I'm not stupid. Do i trust you no, but still in love with you. I can't stand the way you are making me feel. I hate that i'm valunaber. Youir heart is somewhere else. But i'm determaine to get thru this. Wheather it to get out of loving you so deep i'm letting my love once deep love go. I'll never surrender myself to you again. Sorry but i deserve more and you are not at the stage to offer that to me. Not at this time. Thanks for showing me what true love can be with me but at the same time with you Fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanls MARVIN JEROLD LANCASTERII for breaking my fucking heart. Happy 2005 NEW YEAR TO ME.