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Location: Pacific Northwest, United States

Under construction! Focusing, Prioritizing, Simplifying and Changing the things I can and making the decisions to live without limits. Also Learning how to step outside my comfort zone,conquring fears,completing goals,been more adventures and regaining my independence.My Life is meant to be abundant in ALL areas!!

Monday, August 30, 2004

Thinking out loud

Well today seem to be okay. Thinking about my Marty. Missing him/ antipatciapation when we will be together. Cleaning our sacred kingdom no matter how much i try to get it togher, it seems not to becoming together.I need to be reading my books. The 3 books i want to read are 1) 8 weeks to optimum healthy - Andrew Weil (Thinking about been a vegaterian), 2) Smart Women Finish Rich - David Bach ( get refocus on finance..really help me in the past), 3) Stolen Legacy-George G.M. James. Yeah i put to much on myself. I finally got my oldest regisitar for S.A.T. I need to go over my budget. Forever rebuliding , starting over........

Searching with N

Saturday, August 21, 2004

To do list!!!!!!!

Now that i'm offical jobless, i'm going to start back doing hte things i've enjoyed
doing or neglect doing. One of the first thing on the list will be to set up a date to have a date with the kids once a month. Weather it's taking them bowling or out to eat. I need to start back reading my black cultural books, fininaces books, continue excerising, redoing my budget, cleaning my house, getting the proper rest/ pamper myself. What a better time to start since September first in coming in.

restarting /enjoying my hobby,
searching with N

Monday, August 16, 2004

Describe my culture...

Describing my world in 5 words.........

Army spouse

1) unappericative
2) tried
3) 1 steps forward, 2 steps back
4) escaping
5) overwhelm

casio in the world of,
searching with N

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Getting my soul stirred back up!!!!!

My Soul is stiring up because, i will soon become jobless August 22. But my lord will not put more on me than i can handle. Losing my job because my contract ends, have made me realise that i'd became unfocus. Unfocus as not reading books to keep me motivated, not reaching my goals as i have listed, not even budgeting like i was supose to. Maybe this a way of telling me to get it back together. So the time that i'm off i will take the time to get my house in order!!!!
My horscope for August 6 2004( the day i found out my contract was ending) read as the following.....................................................

A possible change in direction might present itself today. You could meet someon new or run into someone you haven't seen in a long time / be offered an opportunity to change your entire career. Or it could become crystal clear that you need to consecrate yourself to your artistic pursuit or hobby full time. Whichever it is dear gemini this is a great day to pursue it and you may be driven to do so even if you have your doubts. Your accomplishment in the past afford an advantage. Follow your instinct...................................................

Now for Auguist 9 it read this.................................................................................
This is bound to be a most interesting day, dear Gemini, provided you keep your eyes and ears open to all the opportunities that are presented to you. Don't be afraid to take on new challenges. Even if you feel hesitant about your abilities, embrace the chance to test the extent of your capabilities. If others think you are up to the challenge, then you should give yourself the same benefit of the doubt! New friends are indicated, so make a point to smile and be extra warm.

Now i'm trying to look on the bright side / see if i should follow my dreams. Althought i love Nursing but, it's only so much i can do over in Europe.
They don't offer any nursing classes but, i do love excerising and i wonder if this is telling me to pursue been a personal trainer, Which i'm already doing now. On Monday , Tuesday, Wednesday/ Friday i'm training/ encouraging PV2 Valliblos, PV2 Guest, Annette, SSG (P) Rodriguez, CPT Trueblood/ SSG Newby to get ready for their pt test ,lossing weight / tonning. Which each ladies have different goals they want to reach. I have to look farther into this and take that risk................................

forever ,
Searching with N